is been many days since i've blog.
and somehow i can't seem to go to my blog.
maybe it just hates me as of now.
boo!

and i know i was harsh.
and i'm not happy about the way i put it.
but it the truth.
and if a little harshness wakes you up.
i hope that i did.


i miss hafiz.
and he buys me so many teddy bears.
that little teddy bear necklace that that i wear every other day.
and when he went to malaysia, he bought me teddy bear with chocolates.
what i sweet guy.
and i'm happy and i feel blessed.
like finally.
i found someone who really cares about me.
i'm happy.


finally,
not my life doesnt seem so bad.
its the best i've ever had.
give my love to him, finally.

and i know that its the right thing to do.
letting go and moving on.
i know i've done so.
and i'm proud of myself.